I feel so random I feel so disappointed I wanna cry :(

Blazer and Skirt :)

hello again blogger :3 I wanna share yaa something that related with my school project. That is "Sewing" hahaha I don't care pupils gonna calling me tailor eem I am happy that I can design and even make my own clothes, dresses, skirt, and many more.. I can design something that only for me and no one else has the same design with me (except I copying others design hahaha but It'll never happen..) So, in my school I have a production test.. It's different with senior high school, in vocational school we have an examination project if we want to continue to the next grade (of course).. and in my major ( fashion design ) , I have to make a blazer and skirt (work outfits). school prepared all things that we need when making that project there are sewing machine (the main), all other material :) and it began on Thursday to Tuesday (4 days for sure) I did it just only need 3 days (proudly said) ahahaha after faced difficulties finally I FINISHED hoho I will show yaa some picture of the result :)

In this picture : 1. Laynne (me) : the one that have the longest straight hair 2. Dela : the one that using white hoops watch 3. Revita : the one who always standing in the right corner 4. Cece : the one who always pose in the left corner 5. Vivi : the one that using white sporty shoes

these photos only showed the skirt that we've made :

























































these are blazer :) :






















so, those are the newest outfits that I've made :) see yaa with another school project :D

Love,

heem hello blogger how are you?
these days I feel so complicated 'random', I don't know why sometimes I am happy, bored and 'jealous' ..
and 'till today, my brain cannot stop thinking about someone who I try so hard to forget but I cannot.. he is so meaningful in my life, I don't know how to consider him, whoever I am in his eyes, I still put him on my important list. I won't force my self to forgetting him, let the time bring away that feeling although I know it will never happen to me..
'he always treat me well, seems like I am his girlfriend(great wishes) that is the hard part to forget him the reason why he is on my important list..
He told me he is a boy who hard to lovin' someone, but when he loves 'the one' he won't let her go, he will maintain his relationship. (and now when will my turn? :( huaaaaa)
my friend say I am so stupid waiting for nothing but I keep standing here, waiting for that(nothing) I know some day he may come to me. it's okay as a friend but a friend that will stay beside him what ever the situation :) (just like now)

note : hey boy, I'll help you forgetting your ex and finding someone else( hope it's me) who loves you the way you are. I won't let you trapped in the same girl like your ex. I think you should delete his photos on your phone, it's one of the step to forgetting her..

kapan lo sadar boy?

patah hati itu emang sakit, tapi lo ga boleh terus2n patah hati.. lo harus moving on.. bukan cuma dia doang kok di dunia ini.. masih ada yg lain yg sayang sama lo. I thought lo tau salah satunya siapa (ngarep hahaha)..

even your friends know how I love you, but you don't.. when will you realized that I near you, I'll always be there whatever your feeling.. whether it is friend or more.. you know, you're my best friend. but I'm in love with my best friend. I know, if you know this, It may ruin our friendship. But I can't lie myself that I really want to erase your tears even give my shoulder for you. you know, you're my true love.. I never have feeling like this before..
I love you, but you love her. I turn green with envy but I know, that's for your happiness so I willing. that's what I called true love. near you is enough to keep my feelings..
and the part that I hate the most is, I can't make this feeling disappear :(

flowers in my heart :*

I want to sing JM's song : Lucky :)
Let's sing .....

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

but besides that, my other special friend just make a distance from me, because he knows that a boy trying to be close with me. argh. actually I don't like him more than friend, just wanna be friend with him. The one that I like is you and the one that I love is my best friend.

Please help me to rearrange my feelin' .. I don't wanna be far from you, dude. >.<

crush baby :D

these day I feel so brand new :D
I can't explain it by words..
Babybabybaby oooooh i like you so much muaahmuaah :*
can you feel it baby? OMG miss you like hell deh..
we gonna spend holiday..
I love your smile and when you holding my hands :D miss that
moment loh..









and I have a song that I show what I feel to you MR.

Mymp - Say You Love Me

Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend

Holding hands is fine
But I've got better things on my mind
You know it could happen
If you'd only see me in a different light
Baby when we finally get together
You will see that I was right

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
Don't treat me like I was ice

Please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine

Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend
Holding hands is fine
But I've got better things on my mind

You know it could happen
If you'd only see me in a different light
But baby when we finally get together
You will see that I was right

Say you love me You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me And don't treat me like I was ice
Oh please love me I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
And don't treat me like I was ice

Oh please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine
And if you'd only say you love me darling
Things would really work out fine

That's It :D