kapan lo sadar boy?

patah hati itu emang sakit, tapi lo ga boleh terus2n patah hati.. lo harus moving on.. bukan cuma dia doang kok di dunia ini.. masih ada yg lain yg sayang sama lo. I thought lo tau salah satunya siapa (ngarep hahaha)..

even your friends know how I love you, but you don't.. when will you realized that I near you, I'll always be there whatever your feeling.. whether it is friend or more.. you know, you're my best friend. but I'm in love with my best friend. I know, if you know this, It may ruin our friendship. But I can't lie myself that I really want to erase your tears even give my shoulder for you. you know, you're my true love.. I never have feeling like this before..
I love you, but you love her. I turn green with envy but I know, that's for your happiness so I willing. that's what I called true love. near you is enough to keep my feelings..
and the part that I hate the most is, I can't make this feeling disappear :(

flowers in my heart :*

I want to sing JM's song : Lucky :)
Let's sing .....

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

but besides that, my other special friend just make a distance from me, because he knows that a boy trying to be close with me. argh. actually I don't like him more than friend, just wanna be friend with him. The one that I like is you and the one that I love is my best friend.

Please help me to rearrange my feelin' .. I don't wanna be far from you, dude. >.<

crush baby :D

these day I feel so brand new :D
I can't explain it by words..
Babybabybaby oooooh i like you so much muaahmuaah :*
can you feel it baby? OMG miss you like hell deh..
we gonna spend holiday..
I love your smile and when you holding my hands :D miss that
moment loh..









and I have a song that I show what I feel to you MR.

Mymp - Say You Love Me

Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend

Holding hands is fine
But I've got better things on my mind
You know it could happen
If you'd only see me in a different light
Baby when we finally get together
You will see that I was right

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
Don't treat me like I was ice

Please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine

Don't you know that I want to be more than just your friend
Holding hands is fine
But I've got better things on my mind

You know it could happen
If you'd only see me in a different light
But baby when we finally get together
You will see that I was right

Say you love me You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me And don't treat me like I was ice
Oh please love me I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine

Say you love me
You know that it could be nice
If you'd only say you love me
And don't treat me like I was ice

Oh please love me
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And if you'd only say you love me baby
Things would really work out fine
And if you'd only say you love me darling
Things would really work out fine

That's It :D

so sad :(

hari ini pertama kali gua masuk jadi murid kelas XI Busana ahahahaha sekarang udah jadi kaka kelas dong B-)

tapi hari ini juga gua liat satu orang datang sama sang pacar huahua sediih sekali.. gua suka tapi he doesn't realized that huhuhuhu.. waktu upaca dia dateng telang bersama dengan pcrnya itu.. do you know how hurt I am? gua kira selama ini ada something special between me and him. tapi ternyata cuma gua aja yang kege eran. emang sih selama mos berjalan gua deket ma dia. tapi waktu pulang dia berduaan lagi. yaaaampun gw senyum padahal sedihnya minta ampuuuun.. dia benerbener ga nyadar kalo gua suka sama dia. OMG Poor me!!! yang lebih buat gua keseel kenapa harus sama diaa gitu. argh I'm so stupid. dia dapat gua ga. huuuuu tapi gua nyadar sekarang. so I have to put my feeling away and forget it all. selamat deh buat mereka. dan semoga gua bisa mendapatkan apa yang gua mau :D mulai sekarang gua ga bakal kegeeran lagi dah. all his treat to me gua anggap itu as a friend, no more.

first day with my blog

hari ini tanggal 1 juli 2010 pertama kalinya gw nulis blog.. sebenarnya gw sama sekali ga ada niat buat nulis blog tapi tiba-tiba aja gw buka website ini n tergerak buat nulis sebuah blog..

gw ga tau harus nulis apa hehehe :)) maklum kan pendatang baru.. gw agak susah buat cerita dan menyusun kata-kata hihihi jadi maklum aja deh kalo masih acakadut ^^V

I wanna introduce myself first hihi :D my name is Laynne Gabriel P(secret!) my friends usually called me Laynne, Laylay, Layloy, and lion(my elementary schoolmates always called me like that :)). I'm 16 years old. I have parents, family, friends. now, I'm a high school student. I'm just a girl who wanna finding for her identity..

cerita sekolah gw :
waktu SMP gw sekolah di Kesatuan gw datang as a new student tapi senangnya gw bisa beradaptasi sama temen2 semuanya ^^ 3 tahun gw sekolah disitu sampai akhirnya berpisah di acara 'THE BLACK PARADE' farewell party gitu deeh i had the greatest moments with my firends there it's really unforgettable. dan gw bertemu my superdarlings. .
setelah itu gw nyasar di SMK Baranangsiang yang letaknya nempel bangetbanget sama terminal. gw baru tau ada sekolah itu waktu gw dikasih brosur barsi.. 'Suram' kata pertama yang gw ucapin waktu masuk disitu. susah buat gw untuk suka sama sekolah itu (semoga gada guru yang buka blog ini!! :D) tapi ga kerasa sekarang udah naik kelas lagi ke kelas 2 dan artinya udah 1 tahun gw terperangkap di barsi. but I realized that I have to enjoy the classes if I wanna be success in my future ;))

okee gw kira untuk blog pertama gw segini aja dulu nanti kita bertemu di blog selanjutnya yaah hahahah maklum yaah blog gw ga menarik ^^